Friday, 26 April 2013

Poem 124 - Spiritual explorer


Spiritual explorer

Tomorrow we begin our religious expedition,
Tomorrow we step in to the land we were given and had to fight for.
Tomorrow we will deliver messages to the almighty in words we have learned only from the mouths of others learned and devout enough to be included.
Tomorrow we complete a cycle defined by most ancient liturgy known to monotheism and tomorrow we watch as ascension occurs as we peep over a wall at a wall that held the deepest secrets and the grandest spirit.

Tomorrow a child who I saw birthed and bathed, who I saw cry and sing Tom Jones classics, who effortlessly transposed the gaps between school and friends and hardship becomes not only barmitzvah but the chivalrous gentleman we knew he would become as he stood protecting his family and worked to find himself, even only a small way through his journey.

Today I stand proudly knowing how hard she has worked to create you.
Today I stand knowing how much he has supported you.
Today I stand understanding the kind of love you share.
Today I stand basking in the praise and warmth all here wish to show.

And I could not be happier to see what you have become, hodrulimou- what a handsome and exceptional man you have become. 

Poem 123- Asking


Asking

I don't want to have to ask you to fight for me.
I don't want to hope you will be nice.
I don't want to pray you won't be angry, or moody or cold.
I don't want to cry because I am so disappointed by your love.
I don't want to explode because you criticised an aspect of my me-ness
And I don't want to be alone.

You should want all these things and I shouldn't have to ask.

Poem 122- The most horrifying thing


The most horrifying thing

Today multiple shocking and surprising things happened
Some of which I was in charge of.
Life continues to heap mountain and valley of horrific anomalies that
as we cannot expect them direct us slowly towards madness.
As I packed the over £1000 worth of beautiful teaching resources and children’s book I have purchased.
Leaving me with an un-fillable hole in my curriculum, wallet and soul in to a taxi bound for my empty house, am I effected most by the hair dressing salon that took place in my classroom, the amount of children that cried today for a thousand hot weather reasons or the way in which I was patronized by a bonifide mad person?

What horrifies me the most is that you un-friended me. On a social media website leaving me covering my face as I un-pack the books I brought to inspire them and imbue life in to a room with no light and no cold.